| About Me | First please do not ask for tokens. I am on a fixed income, and I hope you can understand. I will be happy to pass along tokens when I can afford. Thank You. My Story
"I have had a lifetime of depression and not knowing why. The "good" Doctors always had plenty of Medication to throw my way. I have not been happy about.
It was about three years ago that it all came to me. Things from when I was about 2 or 3 years old on up. Always playing with girls, no boys. Having dolls and little girl toys. Somewhere it changed maybe about 6 or 7. I was constantly chased and beaten up by boys. No one would listen to my cries and I could not put into words to tell my Parents that I am a Girl.
Sexually abused in Jr High School by a student and and in High School a Teacher in Class. Went to guidance counselor to tell and nothing was done. Then again another student in front of his friends in the cafeteria.
The students were told that we would know two weeks ahead of time whether we would be graduating or not. I heard nothing and thought i gotten through.
The cap and gown day came. In class the teacher called out the names of students as they went and picked up their caps & Gowns. My name is called and I go. Come back in the room and the Teacher asked. "where are you going" your not graduating.
I freaked. Threw down the Cap and Gown and said F _ _ K. You.
That is how I began my adult life. Because nothing was ever worked through? It remained inside, all of it.
Up until three years ago and I had my realization that I am a woman and I always was. That was an extremely emotional time and also the Happiest. I have been on hormone therapy for four months. Prostate has shrunk which means no erections until after main surgery. My body curves are forming. I have Beautiful Female Breasts the size of a 13 year old girl. The hormones are adding pounds so I exercise to keep in shape. And, I am the HAPPIEST I have ever been. Thank You guys who have accepted me here and welcomed me. Many sweet Men here. Long Warm HUGS to You. Just remember, i am not a "TRANNY" or "Transvestite". I look nothing like the things you see in porn or on many sites. And mind my words. Their are phonies here. Watch what you are paying for, be mindful and aware. I am looking for a Local boyfriend to Date/ relationship, yes that would be nice. "IMPORTANT"! I am STD FREE. No sexual transmitted disease's here. I expect the same from anyone who would like to get together.
Of course, please just ask if their is something else that's on your mind. Happy! Healthy! Safe! New Year and of course "PEACE"
Jackie |
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